Dear diary,


                      today I feel fucking messed, in the morning my parents mad with me with no reason
in the evening "mom" abuse me coz I don't do what she told, I mean I want to but I have my own damn works.school sucks my grade going down and she complaining


                       Dammit! can I had my own day where i could get out of this shit for once!
I need rest! I need a break! I mean what the fuck


                    she told me to get out of the house and not to use any clothes ! WTF!


I really hope I could had a normal mother like other's :( My life is a fucking mess, fucking living hell and I can't escape , I try suicide but I feel thats not enough :'(. Nothing is enough to erase my pain

Thing I need right now is a hug