How it started

 I have abusive parents, they always tell me to be perfect and else and hit me when I don't.

Then I lost best friend.
They betray me.

I have no one to hold on.
I think, I could hold on to one direction.
well yeah , but only for a while..
but they do save my life..
How?
At least I think  there are somebody who care..

I always give anything whatever it cost to make my best friend happy...
but..
they betray me..


people say, God's first gift is parent
well haha, no! My parents is abusive
they always hit me and angry to me
they love my sisters but not me

I then realized, no one want me
no one care about me..
so why not die? everyone care when its too late, right?!

There how it start..how my life changes to living hell